Who Am I?
I wish were creative- I really do. The fact is, I am only trying to be creative as I strive for a perfection I can never reach on my own. That may sound hopeless, but I honestly think it's the most hopeful thing that could ever be, because the fact that we have to work towards something means there is something to work towards. I will never stop trying to be creative. I have this picture of myself lying in a hospital, dying of cancer or something like that, and creating a piece of poetry with my last breath. Of course, if you know me you probably know that I will more likely be complaining about the lack of chocolate or simply moaning in graceless pain. Anyways, on a less morbid note, I am an artist at heart but not in the head. This is me, and there's no escaping it, so I might as well let you know. Enjoy the ramblings of my uncoordinated, and semi-damaged, mind! Oh, and if you really need a name, you can call me Ithilwen. It means moon. Or Emily... that works too.